i wanted to edit my last one but it would require rewriting at least half of it… at which point it hardly counts as ‘editing’ any more. also i don’t like it that much. if it were a book i was reading i’d probably only read it once and never again. it’s hard to convince myself to put effort into a book i only mildly enjoy.

and my second choice as far as Books I Have Already Written is… okay, pretty good actually, but i want to change the whole theme of the book which, again, pretty much means rewriting more than the good-but-not-great plotline is worth.

soooo. writing a whole book outside of NaNoWriMo. WILL THE LACK OF PRESSURE ALLOW ME TO WRITE SOMETHING WHICH DOES NOT NEED TO BE RE-WRITTEN? OR WILL THE LACK OF DEADLINE MEAN I NEVER FINISH THE DAMN THING?

gah, writing crap which had to be completely rewritten before it was presentable was so much easier in high school, where the longest thing anyone else would ever see was only ten pages. maybe i should switch to short stories.